By: Patricia Baguio I won’t write you by your name because I knew that you know that this is you. Listen, I want you to realize and know every word I will say. You know that you are my ultimate crush since grade school, because every time you pass the corridor, you’ll hear your name shouting by my friends. So, at the time you asked me to go out with you, I said yes without hesitation. That’s been my biggest dream, to have a date with you. So, I asked my friend who is good at fashion to help me what to wear. It was my first date and I don’t want it to be cheap, I even wear make-ups. Then I directly go to the place where you said we will meet. As I see you approaching, I was disappointed because you’re just wearing short pants and a simple tee. You look at me wondering where I am going why I am wearing a dress. I answered you before you asked me. I said I am about to go at my friend’s birthday party and I just go there to meet you and say sorry because the party is more important than to go out with you. What have you done? Nothing. So, I just asked you back if we can go out on the other days, then you said yes. That day finally came, and I just wear a simple tee and short just like you were before. I tried my best hard not to look so excited to date you, but my heart is the traitor that kept beating whenever you stare at me. The day went so well and you kissed me on my cheeks as we said goodbyes, which made my face turned to red. We exchanged numbers and texted all day, all night until we got to fall into bed. I got a good voice, so I always sing you a song to get you fall asleep. I thought that you are doing this because you also feel this feeling I have towards you. Fortunately, I was wrong and I don’t know if I am right either. I don’t know, what’s your intention? We often go out just to chill,you always call me whenever you need a companion. I am the one who pays for your lunch when you have short your allowance. It’s vulnerable when I receive a text from you, you’ll ask for a favor. Every time we meet, you already have with you the things that I should do, your assignments, your paper works, and your projects, those things that I made that made you pass your subjects. You even stayed in my apartment for months because you said that you had a conflict with your parents. You always asked me a favor as you know that I can’t say no to you. I am your one call away friend as you say. A friend? Yes, that’s my role in your life, a friend. I got the minor role in your life while you knew that you got the biggest role in my life. But it’s okay because I am a part of your life now, unlike before that it's just in my dreams where I can able to talk to you. I got no problem with this set up until your ex-girlfriend appeared on the picture. While we’re in a tea shop, when we about to plan on how you’ll present your class report on the next day, your troops and your ex-girlfriend saw us and approach you, questioning you why you are with me. I am about to say that I am your friend when you talk first and say that I am nothing, just a student interviewing you for my article. Really? Then, let me say this to you. This nothing you are talking about has paid the meal you have just ordered. The girl who bought you everyday lunch. The one who did your assignments, paper works and projects. Seriously? Am I really nothing to you? Then, I want you to know that this nothing did your school requirements before she did hers. While you are happily celebrating your victory in your subjects, she is sadly thinking about how she’ll pass her failing subjects. She doesn't eat lunch for you to have. Lastly, this nothing is someone in other’s eyes.
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